When things go wrong…
I try not to feel down in the dumps but sometimes life compels me.
First, I managed to get sick in this warm weather and miss one of my Speech & Drama seminars, and we are expected to attend to each. I could go to another group’s seminar, but I missed that, too.
And then, my cat started to get weird. She screamed & cried ( I can’t call it meowing, it was literally screaming and crying) continuously for 2 days, and did not let us sleep at all. Last night she urinated on our bed twice… We were awake until morning, changing bedsheets, patting her and whining. We went to a vet today,she has an urinary infection again and she was stressed a lot, probably because of the moving. 6 hours car trip and a new apartment is obviously harsh on a cat. It was harsh even for me anyway.
When we were waiting in the vet a woman left with an empty cage in her hand, and tears in her eyes. I am holding myself so hard not to cry since I saw her. It made me even worse when the veterinarian said we are lucky, the backup of urine toxins and pressure can lead to kidney failure and death in as little as 24 hours. Thinking that I let her suffer for 2 days, I feel horrible.
I’m happy to see her calmer now, she got a painkiller, some special food and a medicine to start tomorrow. After 10 days she will be spayed. I had to spend all my extra money for her, which means nothing special to do on my birthday. *Insert a sad face here* Meh, as long as she’s healthy and happy… She is very important for me after all.
All i want is to have calmer days for a while, enough of drama.
