First week of university.
This is the very beginning of my studies at Malmö University. First two days went pretty smooth but i can’t shake out that antisocial, paranoid, scared feelings off of me. Seriously, I’m 25 years old and still feeling scared of talking to new people. One side of me craves for socializing, just like old, age old, times and the other side just wants to hide…
Well i made a friend, that’s true! But it doesn’t quite feel right. There’s still 40 (probably more) people out there that I’m so afraid to never talk to. I wonder if anyone else thinks such things or am i so weird? Does people just come and go and don’t even worry about these?
Feeling tired probably because of all the things in my mind. It’s better to listen to some music and play games until i’m sleepy for tonight. Laters. o/
